Saturday, December 26, 2015

Antonin Scalia

The following is an email exchange that occurred between Art, Will, Allison, and the group on 14 September 2015.

Antonin Scalia
Art:
Wow, I was actually contemplating the End of Arthur White what with the insanity of the new year and foreseeable future. So fascinating that whenever I've seriously contemplated that something like this happens. Yes, go for it, by all means. Will, I assume you can coordinate that as it develops, right?
Will:
Sure thing..I'll arrange interviews when necessary. Times two on the school year! It's taking a while to get my feet on the ground! I'm sure Liza's struggles are more impressive than ours, and that Allison's potentially lead to higher pay, which makes them more attractive!
I am currently without a school-issued computer, but the recording is a high priority in my life. I'm just dreaming about it more than working on it. For an INTP, dreaming is work. 
Nick is one of Joe's best friends. It's funny how the hole Joe left keeps sucking new people in, and what forms they take, like the clone of Joe Lazarus or the mystery Boston journalist.
Allison:
Indeed, the potential for higher pay makes my struggles incredibly more satisfying. I am keeping up with your emails—though my thoughts are usually full of language that is beyond comprehension for our art. It seems like Farthington writes most law school texts: manifestations of mutual assent? appearance of agency? traditional notions of justice and fair play? antonin scalia? 
I commend all the music making, and think that sharing the process through the blog is such a generous exposure to a process that is usually so full of self-deprecation, or at least, it would be if it be analogously paired with writing. As a person who has zero musical inclination aside from listening to and appreciating a wide variety of music, I hope my lack of contributions recently have allowed the more musical and less philosophical aspects of our art to flourish. 
Balance is something foreign to me except when I'm dancing. 
Law school is treating me justly. There's lots of free food to make up for the pain.
Will:
Free food?!  Nobody told me about the free food when I was picking careers!

Thursday, December 24, 2015

New Development

The following is a Facebook correspondence between Nick and Will from 9 September 2015.

Tom Wolfe
Nick:
Hey Mr. J, how are you doing? I've got a question for you, and an opportunity, I think. In short, I've been trying to crack my way into some form of journalism & I've managed to get a music column at this alt-monthly in Boston and my publisher said it's sort of a local gig but it can be a "you should be listening to this" deal too. And seeing as how I continue and enjoy following Arthur White and the blogs, I thought it might be cool to somehow project Arthur onto a major American city. Let me know what you think—and also, in the spirit of keeping myself busy writing, I'd love to contribute to the blogs if you guys want or need another voice there. Hope everything is going well in Traverse!
Will:
Hey Nick! Thanks for thinking of us! Sounds fantastic! Let me know how you'd like to proceed!
Nick:
You can tell me what you think about this, but my idea was to enter the world of Arthur White as a Tom Wolfe-esque character who emerges with stories about the days he followed them around. The column in Boston would be present-day obviously, but if I were to blog I imagine I would intertwine the philosophical nature of what you guys have already established with a sort of New Journalism style. Journalism of Big Ideas, I guess.
Will:
I love it!
Nick:
Awesome—I'm going to reread some of the blogs today and see if I can't get something going!

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

The Saline Avenger (Part 3 of 3)

The following is an excerpt of an email sent from Will to Art on 20 September 2015.

Arthur and Mordred by William Hatherell

I'm knocked out by all the brilliant stuff!

I've also been prepping for the Kairos retreat I'm directing starting tomorrow. Please forgive my gap in communication!

So, if the vengeful angel is Will's son, we end up with Will as a dark distortion of King Arthur and his bastard son, Mordred?

If we run with a character as disturbing as you've described, I think we would need a figure of a God 's love in the story who reflects the grace of God more strongly than the vengeful angel reflects Puritanical justice.

That character should probably be Arthur, which I think is a tough move for you, given your relationship with the character. I think I've written all of the miraculous stuff into his character, and you've written all of his foibles! In so many ways, you are nicer to Farthington than you are to Arthur, which I get from playing Will. I can put my shortcomings into Will, but I still don't feel like he's that much like me. I'm not entrepreneurial, brash, or patriotic. You may have a little Puritan modesty going on, which might really be self-deprecation, since anything that makes Arthur an impressive figure might be read as a reflection of you.

Monday, December 21, 2015

The Saline Avenger (Part 2 of 3)

The following is an excerpt of an email sent from Art to Will on 18 September 2015.



So I've been wondering: who is the figure that will wreak vengeance on all of us? It can't be Carlton—he's too evil. Maybe suffering the fallout of colonialism would qualify him to play this role, but he's just not innocent enough. I don't think Steffi can do it either.

Then it occurred to me: I want to pattern our vengeful angel on Gianna Jessen. Watch this recent clip of her testifying before Congress.

Burned alive in the womb at 7 months, she survived and now is one of the most terrifying people I have ever heard speak. Regardless of your viewpoints on the topic of abortion, no one can say anything to Gianna Jessen. She has a carte blanche for her entire life. Truth be told, she impresses me as an extremely loving and forgiving person. But who would be more justified in killing everyone than an innocent who was burned alive for 18 hours and survived?

So who would this person be in the narrative? I think I have an idea.

It's Steffi's unborn child who Farthington, as part of his regimen of emptying his novices of all traces of identity, attempts to abort and discard in the tunnels. I'm not sure whose child it is: maybe Will's, maybe Farthington's, maybe someone else's. As we know, Will has gone down into the tunnels to kill Farthington at this point. In the chaos of that encounter, is the baby born alive and left in the tunnels? Who saves the child? I'd like to think it's Steffi, who with her now jawless, speechless mouth, raises the child in darkness.

Now, again, these ideas are all within the puerile Puritan tradition that, like the Socratic Euripides, requires a deus ex machina to resolve the entanglements of the plot. And as I've mentioned before, this kind of approach belies a latent atheism, a disbelief in the omnipotence of God. Thus, we need to help God. Like at the end of Texas Chainsaw Massacre, we have to help a rotting, moribund Grandpa kill Sally with a sledgehammer.

At some point, we should transition into the mature Catholic view, namely, that we don't need a deus ex machina when we have a Deum de Deo, one who gratuitously takes the punishment we deserve. And it is only when we refuse this grace that we implode in on ourselves and suffer the results of our sin: the collapsed reality of hell in which we become next to nothing.

Saturday, December 19, 2015

The Saline Avenger (Part 1 of 3)

The following is an excerpt of an email sent from Art to Will on 18 September 2015.


Jason Voorhees drowns in Crystal Lake

I'm taking notes and then writing when I have a spare moment. This is unrelated to Liza's newest batch of illuminated texts (thanks for keeping the lights on Liza!).

I wanted to take up Will's thread of morality plays.

In particular, I wanted to spend a little time within the American tradition, which is alive and well. In recent years, this tradition has largely taken the form of horror movies.

Unlike Japanese horror, which just involves being in the wrong place at the wrong time, American horror has to do with strict Puritan notions sin and punishment.

Perhaps the best emblem of this tradition is that of Jason Voorhees in the Friday the 13th franchise. Jason, a mentally disabled, deformed child, drowns when two camp counselors go off to have sex. In Friday the 13th, it's Jason's mom who does the killing, but the stage is set for the archetypal vengeful angel who—in his unassailable innocence—returns to punish these transgressions. It's telling that Alice, who fends off the sexual advances of a male camp counselor earlier in the film, is the heroine and only survivor of the first movie (she is summarily dispatched by Jason himself at the beginning of the second).

I don't have the Jung that I've been reading with me, but I love how he issues this total smack down of the Enlightenment and its supposed exorcism of spiritual realities. Modern man is sorely mistaken when he thinks he has exchanged centuries of darkness for the bright light of positivistic, optimistic, empirical thought. All he has done is suppressed the underlying realities, which means they inevitably return, only this time in neurotic or psychotic forms.

I love that Jung explains that the only therapy required for Catholics suffering from modern malaise is to get them connected back up with the Church. The path is much more difficult for Protestants, who initiated the whole de-mystification project culminating in the Enlightenment. Of course, Nietzsche and Wagner and Jung and others had plenty to say in opposition to this wholesale sellout to rationalistic, Apollonian, Alexandrian, Socratic thought, but the celebration has mostly continued unabated down to the present day.

The total banishment of religion from the public square is just one symptom of the larger problem. Again, the Jungian axiom: anything banished returns, only this time in neurotic or psychotic form. What returns feels no guilt. What returns is unabashed, undaunted, intractable, incorrigible. What returns cannot be reasoned with. In the best horror movies, what returns doesn't speak: Jason, Michael Myers, all the various entities in It Follows.

The premise of It Follows is particularly interesting. By having sex with someone you take on the curse: an entity will pursue you at a walking pace until it catches up and brutally mutilates you. This entity is inexorable in its pursuit and invisible to everyone else. Guilt and punishment cannot be mitigated by reference to the consensus loose morality of our times, staying within the brightly lit public square so to speak. Inevitably, you are flushed from your rationalistic hiding place into the dark, inarticulate, isolating, intimate, collapsed world of your guilt.

Long story short, I've been thinking along these lines with regard to the End of Arthur White. If this is a morality tale—and an American morality tale at that—by what instrument, by what mechanism is the justice administered? In Dante, the sin is inextricably bound up in the punishment; there is no separation between the two. This is probably the more accurate, more mature view. But inside the puerile Puritan tradition that is our heritage, we've needed to embody the punishment as something outside ourselves.

I'm thinking of a resolution akin to the one that occurs in Geek Love, where the telekinetic Chick destroys the entire Fabulon camp in a firestorm.

Thursday, December 17, 2015

What the Lord Hath Made Crooked (Part 10 of 10)

The following is a series of attached photos sent from Liza to the group. As usual, we publish typed excerpts of these illuminated texts along with the original photo. The best way is to read the text, of course, is to to experience it in its illuminated form.


Re-reading my letter, I'm reminded of a poster that hung in Will's classroom eight years ago...

I'm having a new memory of my memory; maybe this wasn't a poster but rather a letter →Who Can Make Straight What the Lord Hath Made Crooked? ← This is what that poster said. Most def Ecclesiastes, but maybe not verbatim.

10:18 AM: This was certainly a whiteboard, not a chalkboard.

10:20 AM: The chair looked nothing like this, this is just the image "chair" signifies in my brain. It was taller—a swiveling stool maybe?

10:22 AM: The handwriting was more haphazard; like surgeon scratch.

10:30: When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.←Jimi was somewhere, but not her. Above/on Wall of Fame? Black and white, maybe a postcard—definitely no text.

10:45 AM: On second thought, was the accent wall color burnt pumpkin orange? Wasn't it the adjacent classroom (Mrs. Walker?) that was painted Barney purple?

10:47 AM: "Never wear your best trousers when you go out to fight for freedom and truth"—Henrik Ibsen. ←Sure of the quote, but the placement or the appearance. → Landscape orientation?

11:00 AM: Wasn't this poster up here, too? Landscape orientation?

Certain of dismissal time junior yr: 11:45; senior yr.: 2:45

Friday, December 11, 2015

What the Lord Hath Made Crooked (Part 9 of 10)

The following is a series of attached photos sent from Liza to the group. As usual, we publish typed excerpts of these illuminated texts along with the original photo. The best way is to read the text, of course, is to to experience it in its illuminated form.


"Who can make straight what the Lord hath made crooked."

"You should never wear your best trousers when you go out to fight for freedom and truth."

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

What the Lord Hath Made Crooked (Part 8 of 10)

The following is a series of attached photos sent from Liza to the group. As usual, we publish typed excerpts of these illuminated texts along with the original photo. The best way is to read the text, of course, is to to experience it in its illuminated form.



Why am I sharing this experience with you?

For a variety of reasons. Primarily, though I began this sketch with the intention of reaching concision within my first letter and sending it off to you in sketch-like summation, I continued this sketch with the intention of repeating this exercise with my following classes of the day. And I did. And the results were beyond fascinating and enlightening and enlivening. I believe the will shed a beaming ray of light on the Instagram message thread. Someday soon here.

Over 24 hours later, and I'm still mulling over the said, the unsaid, and the crooked line of inquiry we were collectively left with, none of which could be straightened with clarity.

And I ended my day just as it began: with a vivid memory made clearer only through its pixelation.

Afterall,
answer me this,
Who can make straight what the Lord hath made crooked?

So much for concision,

Liza
September sixteenth,
two thousand and fifteen

Monday, December 7, 2015

What the Lord Hath Made Crooked (Part 7 of 10)

The following is a series of attached photos sent from Liza to the group. As usual, we publish typed excerpts of these illuminated texts along with the original photo. The best way is to read the text, of course, is to to experience it in its illuminated form.



My prep period is during first hour this year, which is both a blessing and a curse. Yesterday morning, as I slumped over my desk, still partially comatose, my mind wandered to Tuesday's letter.

Embarrassed by its verbosity, doubtful of its clarity, I pondered a more concise way through which to express the 9 paged letter's intent. I revisited the main points in my head—the points I think I made, at least.
Heavenly paths
sinning
wandering
patience
acceptance
God's redemptive powers...
Easy enough, I thought, while simultaneously thinking the opposite.
How could I possibly provide a clear, straight path through a landscape of ideas, of questions so wayward and crooked? But then I got to thinking of a detailed fragment of a hazy image from 8 years previous.

Who can make straight what the Lord hath made crooked?

What I remembered was a poster (or was it a banner? paper cutouts? that hung above (or beside?) the whiteboard in Will's classroom at Lansing Catholic. As I envisioned the collaged scene in my head, I began to sketch. I made rapid, faint lines of objects and placements I was certain of. The whiteboard for instance, there was certainly no misplacing of the room's focal point. Once laid out on my paper, the rest of the scene was set in motion; an infinite chain from signifier to signifier to signified and so on (who woulda thunk Derrida would ever be of use to understanding something instead of just muddying the whole picture like he did at eighteen?).

I associated the whiteboard with Will's chair (or was it a swivel stool?), which brought my focus to the drumset to the left of the chair and whiteboard, which sparked a memory of a Hendrix picture somewhere in the room (which I'm certain I misplaced and misrepresented in my initial memory of the room—on second thought, it was surely black and white, I now see it above the Wall of Fame), the Hendrix picture (or was it a postcard?) reminded me of the Ibsen poster (which I also misplaced and misrepresented—was it above or beneath the Ecclesiastes poster? I remember felt). In trying to remember the color scheme of the signs, I had equally strong remembrances of the accent wall's color as Barney purple and as burnt pumpkin orange (burnt pumpkin orange won out—I think the adjacent classroom (Mrs. Walker's back then?) was painted that terrible purple color. This then brought me full circle back to the Ecclesiastes quote that started all of this madness. Looking up at the clock to see how much time was left of my prep period, I had one last memory. The clock, of course. Perhaps even more of a focal point than the whiteboard—not out of boredom, but out of hunger and anticipation. My teenage fixation on this clock, you see, is an important signifier: through my association of it to hunger and anticipation, I was able to remember that class fell right before lunch during eleventh grade and right before school's dismissal during twelfth grade. Class dismissal was therefore at eleven forty-five and two forty-five respectively.

Upon finishing my preliminary sketch, details that either sharpened or dulled my initial memory began to emerge. I then began placing notes on my picture, notes with detailed my certainty, doubts, or corrections to each of my initial memories. I quickly discovered that the more I obscured the original image with paper and pen ink, the more of this image was revealed to me. So, the more I admitted my uncertainty, the more certain I became. The questions sparked more questions, which in some instances led me to answers and in others, led me to ongoing questions.

Friday, December 4, 2015

What the Lord Hath Made Crooked (Part 6 of 10)

The following is a series of attached photos sent from Liza to the group. As usual, we publish typed excerpts of these illuminated texts along with the original photo. The best way is to read the text, of course, is to to experience it in its illuminated form.



Hand cramp. Let's give this beast another college try:
In the following passage, Dorothy is writing in response to discouragement: both that og which she finds roots internally and that which finds roots externally. The only thin is to be oblivious, as Peter is, and go right on. And so on I go...

Upon rationalizing general grievances regarding the cleanliness of the communities served by the Catholic workers, Dorothy suspends (or, perhaps detracts/) her thought. In correction, she writes,

"But what am I talking about? Why am I justifying myself and my family? I am ashamed of myself for getting indignant at such criticism. It just goes to show how much pride and self love I have. But it has been hard lately. Not only outside grumbling, but grumbling from within, the criticism, the complaints, the self doubting and questioning, the insidious discontent spread around by a few *- these trials are hard to bear. However, the thing is to bear these trials, these unavoidable trials. Patiently, to take them lightly, not to let them interfere with the work. The very fact that it is hard shows how weak I am. I should be happy, however, to think that God believes in me strong enough to bear these trials, otherwise I would not be having them. Father Lallemant says that we must beware when things are going too smoothly. That is the time when no progress is made.

Oh dear, I am reminded of St. Teresa, who said, "The devil sends me so offensive a bad spirit of temper that at times I think I could eat people up."
"The best thing for being [discouraged]," replied Merlyn "is to learn something. That is the only thing that never fails you. You may grow old and trembling in your anatomies, you may lie awake at night listening to the disorder of your veins, you may miss your only love, you may see the world around you devastated by evil lunatics, or know your honor trampled in the sewers of baser minds. There is only one thing for it then—to learn. Learn why the world wags and what wags it. That is the only thing which the mind can never exhaust, never alienate, never be tortured by, never fear or distrust, and never dream of regretting. Learning is the thing for you."
- (taking a page out of Art's book) The Once and Future King, T.H. White