Friday, April 22, 2016

We Are Analog Creatures (Part 5 of 5)

The following is an email and attachment sent from Liza to the group on 30 November 2015.


go away
to the sacred
cathedrals of attention
go now
in stillness and silence
to recharge your
soul

You know,
despair can be the
engine of intimacy
grow grateful for the
complications
embrace the only life
you have
from idealization to
actualization

And at last remember
we are analog creatures

Saturday, April 16, 2016

We Are Analog Creatures (Part 4 of 5)

The following is an email and attachment sent from Liza to the group on 30 November 2015.



close the door
on the vicious
institutions
be too aware
that they have
tried to train
the artist
the children
the musician
the living
the dead
the mind
the mind.
both me and you
to live at
the speed of light
A pace
determined by
the kinetic strivings of
multidimensional machinery

and when
it seems like time
accelerates. And we've lost
the the meaning of
community
and
"aboriginal sensible
muchness"

run away
turn from Delusional
perceptions from the
profane temporarily
abandon the ambient
noise of information
the constant hum of
the digital age distraction

Monday, April 11, 2016

We Are Analog Creatures (Part 3 of 5)

The following is an email and attachment sent from Liza to the group on 30 November 2015.


it is
sitting still
in those places
that have moved me
as one vast moving
canvas. moving down
from the mountain
toward the speed
of life and

it is
the people I
encounter And that
I cherish
I trust, I value
associate them
and, in fact,
the whole of you
with everything in
the offline world
more beautiful than
everything in that
overstimulating world
of information
machines
of forced oblivion

Saturday, April 9, 2016

We Are Analog Creatures (Part 2 of 5)

The following is an email and attachment sent from Liza to the group on 30 November 2015.


I suppose
the intellect
can't begin to do
the heart or the spirit
a wondrous
justice
Oh well.

But really,
I hope not
through the mind
but through my heart
the things I can't explain
eventually
make sense

and listen
I believe God
is capable of making
sense of it
all of using
it all to
wonderfully
create something

In other words,
Everything

the invisible one
I find most often
in silence and looking
after
other people
In the face of stillness

Wednesday, April 6, 2016

We Are Analog Creatures (Part 1 of 5)

The following is an email and attachment sent from Liza to the group on 30 November 2015.


Monday greetings to old friends and new,

Excuse my absence over these past couple of months. I've been leisurely absorbing your messages, all the while jotting down questions, notes, ideas, complete sentences, sentence fragments, and all the word streams in between into a palm-sized scratch-pad. I'm hoping to upload it your way(s) after class this evening.

In the meantime, here's a cut-up poem I created during a Dadaist exercise I explored with my students last week.  The words were cut at random from the pages of our poorly written textbook, Vol. 8 of The Believer, and a printed transcript of an interview Krista Tippett conducted with Pico Iyer for her podcast On Being. Though unintentional, as I look over the completed poem now, it thematically encapsulates the unifying message of the scrawled pages I soon will send. A prologue for you, from one analog creature to the next.

I hope each of your Thanksgivings were saturated with love, beauty, bliss, and gratitude. I'm endlessly thankful for the abundance of blessings that surround my existence in this world, one of which is your continual communication with one another and with me.  Your collective words, and your separate selves, are immeasurably powerful and moving, admired and appreciated.

Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Inspired and humbled, as ever,

Liza

Monday, April 4, 2016

A Growing Gratitude for Crosses

The following is an excerpt of an email sent from Art to the group on 26 November 2015.

Mantegna, Andrea - crucifixion - Louvre from Predella San Zeno Altarpiece Verona.jpg
The Crucifixion by Andrea Mategna

Some thoughts on Thanksgiving, also having finished transcribing Liza's What the Lord Hath Made Crooked letters:

I could enumerate so many blessings—worldly things—I've received in this life. That said, the most transformative perspective or schema I've experienced has been a growing gratitude for crosses:
for crookedness and constraints
for suffering and setback
for perplexity, sickness, and sorrow
for being passed over for honors,
for not even being in the running
for being hindered, hobbled, and hampered in the pursuit of accolades, ambitions, and accomplishments
Why is any of this a blessing? As the prayer goes,
Pray for us Mary, mother of sorrows, that we will crucify our pride with Christ on the Cross.
For me, the biggest shift has been having children. I started to realize that these sweet messengers of God's love were simultaneously scourges and sources of setback and suffering. But without scourging, I disappear into myself. Without the way of the cross, I don't look outward from an inner sense of my own importance.

Camus's Sisyphus doesn't attain consciousness until he embraces the full weight of his fate, absurd though it may seem. And yet, my fate is even more embraceable because it is eminently lovable. Marriage, too, that most ecstatic of human unions, has hidden within it a cross. Christ imbues all his sacraments and life generally with his paschal powers. But most especially suffering. Even all our joys and accomplishments have a cross hidden within them.

These moments and opportunities and honors and laurels that pass me by—usually because I am paralytic or pariah—these are blessings too. Because as Christians, we are all waiting on Christ, keeping our wicks trimmed through suffering.

The striving and struggle, when Christ crests the hilltop of Golgotha, when he stretches out his arms to the universe he created. In that strangest of all moments in our strange, singular religion we discover the unsearchable greatness of God
his terrible deeds
his glorious majesty
his wondrous works
his abundant goodness
his great kindness
It is at this moment when Christ himself, according to G.K. Chesterton, "seemed for an instant to be an atheist."

Pray for us sinners, for a grace that overflows the cup of suffering.

Saturday, April 2, 2016

Farthington's Voicemail: chilean way of thinking about art

A treasure trove of Carlton Farthington's voicemails has been made available to the blog.  At the request of researchers, enthusiasts, law enforcement agencies, and other followers of the project, voice-to-text transcriptions have been published as-is rather than edited for sense.  We hope that this will better capture the texture of the spoken word, rendering it more accessible and/or flexible for the diverse purposes of our audience.

11/20/15 4:49 PM 3 months ago (910-541-3466)
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Friday, April 1, 2016

Farthington's Voicemail: through April 1st processed

A treasure trove of Carlton Farthington's voicemails has been made available to the blog.  At the request of researchers, enthusiasts, law enforcement agencies, and other followers of the project, voice-to-text transcriptions have been published as-is rather than edited for sense.  We hope that this will better capture the texture of the spoken word, rendering it more accessible and/or flexible for the diverse purposes of our audience.

 11/20/15 4:44 PM 3 months ago (910-541-3466)
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